So summer plans may have just shifted [pretty radically] again. Possibly, maybe. We'll see. So much is contingent on so much else that it's really hard to be sure of anything right now. Which is bad because a) major decisions need to be made asap, b) not feeling in control while stressed to begin with is doubly not good, & c) working with a short time frame, decisions need to be made. asap.

This past week has been a crazy whirlwind of really late nights (iow wee hours of morning) and really early mornings (iow early mornings). Casual events like late night metro runs, junk food and life chats just feel more significant now, since there are only a limited number of them left this semester. Spending a decent amount of time at the gym lately too, starting to incorporate upper body resistance training as well, woohoo.

In between figuring out summer and housing next year and just chilling, it's so easy to forget that school's technically not over yet - I still have exams. Exams which I'm currently not in very good shape for, and should definitely get cracking on. I'm afraid I'll forget to do something really important. Been doing a decent amount of thinking lately too, maybe a bit of growing. Hopefully. Some pretty drastic changes are going to take place soon. Need to be more instinctive about some things, and maybe less impulsive about others. Motto remains nullum desiderium though.

Made brunch with C the other day (Tuesday?) (okay, so she made mac & cheese while I kind of just watched) - it was really good catching up and everything. Things will improve. After finding out some minor obstacle-esque news this morning re: summer, met possible sublet-er with J & M. She seems nice. Hope it works out. Stuck around and had lunch with M & A afterwards. Definitely a pleasant surprise to see A impromptu, since this year's been so busy and there hasn't been a whole lot of interaction.

Getting into a complacent pattern of tomorrows; 's not good. Need to fully wake up. Hope everything turns out okay.

moon moving across the sky
air breezing through the window cracks
music filling the empty space (in between)

mind too full...stomach too empty

stop - go - cold - hot - why:not
this, that
dichotomy
of opposites

It's been an absolutely insane last couple of days (well, these past few weeks/this entire year, really). Yesterday was the last day of classes, as well as the day of my third final exam. Two more to go. Crazy to think that second year has flown by so quickly - it feels like Frosh Week was maybe only a month ago. But here we are, back at this time of year again.

Quad Party last night, and we actually made it there this year, whoop whoop! So bittersweet. Song that finished it off was Journey's Don't Stop Believing - the best way to end the night. DJs for the night were Kashtin, @KASELmusic and Cal of Salacious Sound - some pretty epic beats were played.

Life chats with some of the best for a while afterwards, then roomies trial run with M until about 4am. Grabbed a late brunch with Y & her friend, so basically running on very little sleep right now. No time to nap though - dinner + The Hunger Games movie tonight. Pretty excited to see how it turned out, especially since I've been hearing a lot of great things about the film adaptation.

I first read The Hunger Games in April of 2009 (before all the hype and everything). It's a little bit mind-blowing that it's been 3 full years since then. Where did the time go? Why...

There are so many implications to that.

Time is slipping through my fingers like frolicking minnows; I need them to slow down just a little so that I can catch up.

I need better control over my own mind.